Searching my heart and my voice for a rhyme
The phrases become harder with the passage of time.
The pain is still there, still buried within
I simply haven't the notion as to where to begin.
Perhaps the dull ache that numbs my poor senses
Is blocking my recall of meters and tenses.
Once upon a time these words would flow easily
The rhymes, from my mind to my pen would run freely.
But the words have stopped flowing, the rhymes have all passed--
The well has run empty, I am silent at last.
But how can it all end when I still feel the pain?
How can there be no words to help ease the strain?
What shall I do when that darkness surrounds me?
Is there no solace when my soul feels so heavy?
I stare into the mirror at that desparate gaze,
And I remember that face from those miserable days.
Only now I don't know if this time I'll survive,
For I've lost that inner song that kept me alive.