Lot on my mind. More really than I want to talk about. I owe money, I'm caught up on payments but I still have late fees. I'm trying, I'm making an honest effort... but apparently its not enough and I have to perform some tremendous feat of magic and pull excessive amounts of money out of my ass.

Oh well, a little creative financing, taking advantage of the the unfortunate benefit of being the landlord's favorite tenant; a bit of an overpayment on my last utility bill... yeah, i can make it happen; i'm just not happy about it. Looks like no PNW jaunt either, at least not for Turkeyday week. Oh well, shit happens... i just wish i'd remembered to pack my hip-waders.

Been feeling a little glum. Nothing new, I know... but feeling it nonetheless. Haven't heard from some people in awhile, I'm hoping they're ok and just busy living life... hoping nothing's happened to them.

I've realized these past two weeks that I've been so dependent on PC&L's sofa and kitchen table. I do nothing, I have no life... its time to get it back. Its time to get my ass off the couch... only not tonight because its just too damned hot.

Did some PLR work last night. Wouldnt' you know it, my wasn't pleasant. It was actually a Progression and not a Regression, and this particular "future" was by all means not pleasant, and mayhap self-fulfilling prophecy, or worst fears come true, or something like that... but I wasn't happy at all.

It put some things in perspective. Didn't make anything that much better, but did put it in perspective, gave me something to think about. If i can remember the damned password, I'll maybe toss it in the Oubliette, otherwise, oh well.

Damn its hot.

DLand Notes, for the DLand In-Crowd

Recap

update - 2004-02-27
Worried... still - 2004-01-24
worried, slightly - 2004-01-23
pathetic entry #221212 - 2004-01-09
Checking In And Stuff - 2003-11-30

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